if you ask me again, my answer will NOT be "donno"

have you ever felt normal on the outside, but your inside, your very core, just feels so cold and no matter how many blankets you cover yourself with you can't get it to feel warm again?

Sleep right now is no longer a reprieve. Its no longer an escape from reality, because now, BOTH you and her appear in my dreams and that sucks.

Meh, anw good advise from Arie:

How the heck do you get over someone you love and frigging move on?

His answer: I don't think you can truly do that, you'll always have some feelings for that person even if you are separated. Thats why time heals wounds but leaves scars.

So now since i am so bloody weak, i shall play yet another role, oh how useful acting is. And as Jeslynn always says don't think just do.