by letting you go, i am now free for someone better

Lifes not faair

right after a break up

a guy can go woo a new girl straight away.

but the girl has to wait a while, (either that or look like a slut)

the right one might even be the guy that she gave up on for the first.

do i make anysense?

anw

i feel like a slut

i do and it sucks right now

but i can move on.

Josh didnt appreciate me, too frigging bad, im walking away from this strong, im going to get over this, enough of this bull shit.

I love myself

and i'll never make the same mistake again,

i cant say i wasnt hurt, i was, fucking bad.

i cant say i am not pissed off, i was and mummy's pillow felt it.

i cant say im totally fine, im not, i need time.

i cant say im okay with him, im not, right now he disgusts me, alot.

i cant say when ill be able to trust someone so much again, its hard you should know.

but i hope, hope fucking hard that someday someone better would walk into my life and josh will be left in the dirt.

I hope i'll never have to compete with another woman again, im tired.