Wednesday, February 16, 2011

meeeeeeeh i cant even speak freely on my blog anymoreee D: *grumbles*
nope not making this private, noooo point me want to show the world how i feeel!
FUCKED. (Literally)

Mmmmmmmmhmmm, so many assignments due soon, die laaah #@%#$%@.
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Okay. Jay was *ahem*right*ahem*.
I don't need this, the nightmares, insecurities, random untimely tears, the hurt.
But i chose this, i chose Jojo over everything again, (shutup jaaay voice in my head, you no helping)
yeeeeesh sure call me dumb, call me digging my own grave, this is something i have to do.
i don't want to regret, i don't need anymore regrets than i already have.
SO DON'T MAKE ME REGRET!

then ill be free as a flamingo~<3

i don't know what this is,

i
can't not trust josh completely
can't stop feeling
can't stop loving him
can't stop feeling so goddamn possessive
can't stop wanting to see him
can't stop thinking.

Would it have been less painful to just bail?

i cant blame anyone but myself
for believing,
for trusting,
even though i knew,
i know.

i thought i had learnt my lesson,
apparently not so.

one touch and i am under again.

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